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Name: meggyloo Location: Blue Springs, Missouri, United States Birthday: 7/10/1988
Interests: .FUN.CONOROBERST.RILOKILEY.
.EISLEY.FROUFROU.SMOOSH.
PAINTBYNUMBERS.INDEPENDENT
FILMS.MODERNART.FOREIGN
ACCENTS.ALEXANDERMCQUEEN.
ANNASUI.MARCJACOBS.KRISTEN
LEE.PRADA.TOMFORD.ROBERTVERDI.
KYANDOUGLAS.WILLANDGRACE.
JAKEGYLLENHAAL.JUDELAW.RYAN
GOSLING.TOMCRUISE.KIRSTENDUNST.
NICOLEKIDMAN.GOODHAIR. Expertise: I LIKE BEING ALIVE.
I LIKE HAVING FUN.
I LIKE BRIGHT COLORS.
I LIKE SHAPES.
I LIKE YOU.
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Member Since:
7/6/2004
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|  | Currently Watching Little Miss Sunshine By Steve Carell, Toni Collette, Greg Kinnear, Chuck Loring, Robert O'Connor (IV), Steven Christopher Parker, Erik David, Alissa Anderegg, Matt Winston, Justin Shilton, Paul Dano, Abigail Breslin, Jennessa Rose, Jerry Giles, Mark Kubr, Grant Hayes, Lindsey Jordan, Alan Arkin, Julio Oscar Mechoso, Cassandra Ashe see related | Mexico next week. Moving in a month.
Goooodbye KC | | |
| attention: i'm so glad to be alive! | | |
| Too much is on my mind and I can't sleep.... i'll list them to clear my head:
I am one of billions
I have to pack up my room this week
I have NO time to pack up my room
I work too much
I miss old friends SO much
I feel like I don't have any time for anyone
I don't have any time for anyone
I'm so young
I'm so old
I need to tell a couple of people what they've done for me but never can
I should...but I just can't
I sold my stereo on ebay and now the guy wants a refund
i have a lot of homework this weekend
im insignificant
i'm tired.
Let me sleep head. Let me sleep. | | |
| someone today told me i always dress like a vogue model.
that was the best compliment ive ever gotten. | | |
| I feel like i'm not even in high school anymore. I'm only at school for 2 hours a day and that's fabulous but what happened? I lost most of my friends because I chose what I needed to do. And I lost the others to drama they felt they needed in their lives.
I've spent most of my time avoiding drama and i've never had any. No, i've never been in an argument with anyone. No, no one has ever yelled at me.
I have come to the conclusion that I don't have any friends. Actually that's a lie. I have tons of friends. Just not the type you would label. On the weekends I work and I hang out with my best friend who happens to be a boy that i'm in love with. I don't stay out past midnight because I get tired. I don't drink alcohol and I don't plan on it until i'm old enough. I don't curse because I don't understand the point. I get straight A's because I want to. Not for a transcript or for my parents. For me. I understand terrorists, gays, hippies, and witches not because I support them but because I love them just as I do everyone and they're beautiful. I can forgive anyone and I will forgive everyone because everyone deserves a second chance. I have come to a conclusion that most of high school is judgment and I can't be a part of that. People are people and they are beautiful and they're amazing. Don't let anyone tell you differently.
I am mentally done with high school. I am ready for more but I can't have it now. I feel like a 30 year old trapped in a 17 year old's body and there's no escaping.
College is soon but not soon enough. California is waiting for me and so is my whole life.
Everyone. cut the crap, love life, and let go. Forgive and move on. Although you don't care. I'm still here and I love you.
I'm sending thank you comments to everyone i love...I'm so sorry if i forgot you! | | |
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